Disneyland College Program Spring 2011

This shall be where I update my adoring fans - probably, mostly, my family - about the happenings of this crazy adventure I have chosen to go on.

A couple things.

School: San Francisco State University

Hometown: Modesto, CA

Internship: Disney College Program

Current City: Anaheim

Job: PhotoPass!
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Disney College Program: Final Report

So, in order to get credit for this internship, I had to write a 15 page paper - that I, quite frankly, didn’t really know about until last minute. So, sorry if it’s not exactly super-college-kid material, but I did my best with the time I had, and sorry it’s so long. Hopefully, you get something out of it.

It all began with one man, and a dream. Walt Disney envisioned a place where children and parents alike could have fun in a clean, safe, and welcoming environment. This land was called Disneyland, and this is where I was employed for the past 7 months. Though it did not all start with the construction on Disneyland, it’s from this pivotal creation that the Walt Disney Company has become a leader in technology, innovation, and globalization which makes it one of the most powerful brands of our time. Next to the cross sign, in relation to religion, the mouse ears that represent all that is Disney is the second most recognized symbol across all nations. Because of this fact, The Disneyland Resort, and Walt Disney World are in the top list of tourist destinations in America and the world.

When tourists travel, they have needs, and with needs there come a necessity for people that help to fulfill those needs. I was lucky enough to be selected to participate in a program that made it possible for me to be one of those people, often referred to as, Cast Members. I wasn’t involved in making sure the guests were fed, or that their linens were clean, but instead, I was in charge of making sure that their memories were made available to them when they forgot to remember and capture them themselves. In a more particular sense, I was the guests’ photographer, along with about 20 other interns in the spring 2011 term of Disney College Program.  

As photopass photographers, we were hired on to take photos of the guests inside of both parks in the Disneyland Resort. We were one of the highest paid intern departments in the college program, which we weren’t supposed to divulge to other students, but inevitably, our pay got out, and everyone knew. We trained for 5 days, developing our skills with the newly purchased Nikon D90 Cameras. In those 5 days we learned the way of Disney Photography – what the best ways to approach a guest with a camera, which light setting we needed, which ISO was appropriate for which locations, and basically how to not completely ruin a guests’ photo.

In the Disney Housing we were randomly paired to room with people, and with the training we received, we were able to get to know those that held our job titles as well in a more intimate situation than when we were actually working. Because of this, a lot of the people that trained together stayed together as friends. Though, training was slightly misleading, as our jobs – even though we were surrounded by guests – could become quite lonely. It turns out that it takes only one person to push a big silver button on a camera, and no more.

It is true that our job was very solitary at times, but we were never completely alone. We worked alongside character, entertainment cast members in trying to create magical memories for the guests that decided to line up for an hour or more to take photos with the princesses, Mickey, Minnie, etc. This was the second round of college program kids to have been introduced to the concept of characters and photographers being meshed into one singular department. Previously, photographers and characters were separated in agenda, and in location. With the new system, it became easier to collaborate between the two departments to figure out what needs needed to be met. So, with that in mind, we were basically another set of guinea pigs in the new system imposed by both departments.

Unfortunately, we all came to find that a creeping stigma follows the college program cast members. In our class, it seemed most apparent because of all the financial hardship that prompted older people to resent us, and the only people that had any sympathy for us were the former college program kids, though they were slightly peeved that their hours had dropped significantly due to our presence. Because we instantly acquired 3 year seniority, we ended up taking all the hours from people who had actually worked for many years more than us. So after a while, we learned to either impress those that quietly despised us and make them our friends, or to just lay low and be courteous to everyone – even if they talked toward us resentful tones.  

It took some time and practice during our first weeks to figure out how to work with the characters and character hosts- the people who make sure that the characters are taken care of during inclement weather and abusive guests. Luckily, many of the characters were patient with us because they knew we were students in the college program. On the other hand, there were characters which turned their noses up at us and quickly expressed their frustrations with our ‘incompetence’ and lack of efficiency until we finally got our jobs done the ‘right’ way. As it was, even the old veterans of photopass had their own style of work even though it was all supposed to be fairly stream-lined. I believe the grudge between character and photographer lies in the different job functionalities, and different abilities of older, younger, and more active cast members.  Trying to readjust at every shift kept us on our toes, and after a while it seemed like everyone began to chill out their nerves and just go with the flow which let us all work peacefully together.

There are two types of photos that we took in order for the guests to have more options to decide from when they went to purchase the photos – character, which has already been discussed, and icon. My personal favorite was the icon photography where we were allowed to interact with guests on a more personal level when it wasn’t terribly busy, and people weren’t lining up down Main Street to take a photo in front of the castle. This interaction, as opposed to the ‘love and shove’ that happens when guests line up to see characters is what I preferred most, and what kept me sane through particularly monotonous days on the job, because even though we were in the most magical place on earth – boredom can creep in.

Which location we were sent to throughout the parks was at scheduler discretion, and could only be influenced by our Preference sheets that took up to three weeks to become active, and from there, maybe the scheduler would give us the shifts we preferred. Fortunately, for me and icon photography, it was much in the minority to prefer icons to working with characters, so if ever I needed to trade out a character shift, or pick up a few hours there were shifts at the icons to take. Something about standing out in the sun for 8 hours, battling the immense amounts of crowds at the entrance and the castle, taking AP headshots, and being part-time guest relations during the hot summer didn’t sit well with many of the seasoned photographers.

Aside from actually taking photos, we also had to learn how to edit, manipulate, and sell the photos that were taken throughout the park. Often referred to as the View Station, our photo supply center was where we took a step back away from the eye piece and put on our cute little neck-tie and skirts. This part of our training was surprisingly short for the amount of information that we needed to learn to be effective in helping the guests choose which photos they wanted. Surprisingly, in the last month of our employment, Disney implemented a new system of photo-viewing in which we were trained for 4 hours and sent out to battle the crowds of people with a supposedly faster system. Unfortunately, the new system was neither fast nor efficient. It had many bugs that needed to be worked out, and for the older photopass cast members who weren’t technologically savvy, it was a nightmare. Either our guests ended up with very simplistic photos, or they ended up being with us for a long time in the View Station. Hopefully, they got all the kinks worked out by now.

As a department, our pay scale was $10.70 an hour and we were guaranteed 3 year seniority, and at least enough hours every week to pay for the Disney Housing, if we were living in it. We worked at least 28-32 hours, unless requested otherwise, and during peak season, we were required to be available 7 days a week, at any discretion and could get up to 40 hours and overtime, which is paid at time and a half. It was possible to pick up shifts as long as it didn’t take us past 40 hours, or give us a 6th day of work in one work week, which would’ve required Disney to pay us overtime. Before I went to Disney, I had worked for Hickory Farms, which was a seasonal job, where I basically just stood around for 4-8 hours a couple days a week. Fortunately, I was able to find this job to make real money, to save for college, and to gain job experience.

This whole adventure began when I saw an ad for the Walt Disney College Program when I was a junior in high school, from there I researched the whole shindig and figured out I would have to wait until I was actually in College to apply. Then upon my arrival at SFSU I received an email regarding the College Program. I was sort of skeptical when I received it, but when I looked at the email again, about half way through the semester, I was intrigued. I took it upon myself to learn more about the whole internship, and after I had gotten my fill of information, I was set on participating.

Due to my research, and the formality of class descriptions, initially I thought that the program was going to be more educationally strenuous than it was. It was by no means easy, but I’m glad it wasn’t completely mind melting. It turned out that there were two class terms within the 7 months that we were in the program. In my first term, I took a corporate analysis class that took us through the five business segments of Disney and taught us how they all intermingled with each other to create a successful company. We first learned the history of the WDC, and how it affected the development at each stage of its 56 years. Here we focused on singular events, discussing what may or may not have happened if certain situations would have occurred differently, and overall it gave us a better grasp on the creation, and development of Disney’s corporate culture.

When learning about Disney’s corporate culture, which pretty much covered the whole class, we learned all the neat little nuances of Disney, and some of the fundamental concepts that separated the WDC from any other competing company. Items ranging from the way that Disney property is constructed down to the very bobby pins that cast members wear in their hair, are all part of Disney’s bigger picture of creating one of the most professional, welcoming businesses of our time.

Toward the end of our education in this class, we were assigned projects where we were to demonstrate how technology, creativity, and global expansion have helped the WDC become a single noticeable entity against competing companies. We had to work together as young professionals, pool our thoughts and devise a presentation that was compiled of the group effort. My particular group focused on technological advances that helped globalization, technology, and innovation. While everyone in my group had their own topic, mine was Google3D Earth and Walt Disney World.

At first I was quite perplexed by this topic, as I had never even heard of Google Earth 3D, let alone, its combination with Walt Disney World. I learned that Walt Disney World was the first theme park to launch a 3D tour on Google Earth. This put the WDC ahead of its competition such as the Six Flags company, the Knotts Company, and many other amusement parks because it allowed people from all over the world to tour the Resort before making their considerably costly decision to visit the parks. So, with the expectations that the Google Earth tour allowed, guests would be considerably more pleased with their visit based on the dollar value they believe they should have gotten, and the dollar value that they did receive. Though our group had a few mistrials with getting together, and putting together the presentation in a more time efficient manner, due to illness, work emergencies, and car-thefts, we ended up getting a good grade for our cooperation and creativity, as we presented our segment of the class in a talk show format, which earned us a few brownie points.

Now, the second class that I took during my term in the program was definitely not one for the partnerships. I was very pleased with this course, in fact, and when I had to miss a class, I was particularly put off because in every class was a lesson to be learned about your individuality, and your professionalism. It did exactly what I wanted it to do, and thus validated my whole college program experience. The class was called Marketing You and was highly praised by many of the former college program participants that still worked with Disney because it mostly focused on the individual. It was the goal of the class to prepare us for the professional world in aspects of appearance, attitude, and preparation. I was quite pleased with the content of the course, as it gave us a range of assessments that were meant to steer us in the right directions as far as career choices, social choices, networking choices, and thought processes were concerned.  

In the beginning we were asked to fill out a survey in which we numbered our values on a number scale to see which ones meant most to us. Being honest with myself, I was able to find that my highest values are achievement, family relationships, health, independence, and personal development. With these values in mind, I was able to look at myself from an objective point of view, and start thinking about what my future would hold. As I worked on my familial relationships I realized that it wasn’t enough for me to be successful, but for my family to be successful as well. This class helped me realize, that in my independence, I want to  open a practice in which I will employ those who surround me with similar goals while furthering my education and entrepreneurial aspirations.

Also, the career lift-off inventory that we took surprised me as it described my strongest fields as ones such as psychology and teaching where I thought military or entrepreneurialism would win out. I had a lot of variance in my inventory, which I assume accounts for my adventurous mind set. This career lift-off made me think about what I’m good at, what I’m really willing to do as a working professional and how easy or hard it would be for me to accomplish any goals relating to the fields of my interest. After talking to my parents who are both going to be professionals in the teaching and psychological worlds, I figured it was best to follow their footsteps to build an empire upon family ties and social networking while doing something that would truly fulfill me. I figure in psychology it is totally possible to see results from one’s own work in a form more important than results on a piece of paper, but results straight from someone’s soul.

The most important aspect of my education was the discovery of my seeker archetype. I never pinpointed it before, but the seeker is what I am, as well as a warrior. Reading the downfalls, such as loneliness for seeker and emotional boundaries for warrior, were very eye opening, once I realized my archetypes. This in itself will help me to assess who I am, who I want to be, and the qualities that must be changed or that I need to come to terms with before they become a surprise at a later age, possibly when it’s too late to change my life direction. Knowing that I could be a stronger person in life helped me become more confident in my duties as a cast member, and from there I learned a lot of simple skills that made more of an effective employee.

In the work environment, it is crucial for a cast member to be versatile and have strong character as it is possible to come upon impossible situations which requires a courageous soul to react in the right ways. Working on stage, in front of literally thousands of people every day teaches cast members a few tricks, and forces them to be very adaptable, and stable. For example, toward the end of the program I had a shift at Disney California Adventure in the view station. Any normal day, this would’ve been like any other shift. However, on this particular day my Lead wasn’t coming into work, and my reinforcements weren’t coming in until 3:30. Now, on a normal day, the View Station is manned by one person until noon because it’s considerably dead until then, but after that such time, a line can form, and the guests can become impatient. It turned out that this one day in the View Station was one of the few, if not the only day that it was busy before noon, and I still had 3 hours of holding down the fort myself.

I had multiple families with lost photos, confused photos, missing number codes to photos they’d already searched for, and photos that were just plain non-existent. And of course, with the great fortune I had that day, others chose to come and view their photos at the same time as these families who would surely take up at least 10 minutes of time just searching for photos, let alone creating and buying them. Instead of completely freaking out, I took the proactive approach of letting the guests know the situation, and making sure that none of those waiting in line were actually searching for the annual pass station. After 15 minutes of searching for codes, photos, and families, the guests finally took my advice and went to look for their extended family, and their photopass cards, leaving me with the guests that had been in the line for that time.

The first woman I had had previously waited in line for her photos during her last trip, and it had taken a little longer than the time it had taken this time, but I could clearly see that she was upset, and I felt that it was my job to cheer her up. So, with her two vouchers for free photos, I let her choose a photo that wasn’t from the meet and greet that the voucher was assigned to. After this, she was so pleased, she bought the gallery CD – valued at 59.95 and continued to take photos. And even after I’d asked the whole line – the next two families were searching for the annual pass station. I guess we can’t win them all, but I tried, even in my haze of frustrations and smiles.

I believe that my patience, and tactful spieling and guest solutions during these 30 minutes of crisis were the key to keeping the guests and myself from going insane with frustrations, and helped keep tensions low. When one person is on edge, it can create a negative atmosphere for all. I also think that my knowledge of the software, and my ability to effectively use it, and let the guests know what I was doing, instead of going through silently could’ve helped keep the calm during the storm.

Unfortunately, the traits and skills that I’m learning are not for my actual career path, but any new experience will contribute to my overall outlook. While my major is kinesiology, my job description was photopass photographer. As far as my academic use for this job went, I knew how to manage my time well when I had multiple tasks at hand, and I could help organize people into becoming more effective as a unit as a result of my communications class in the previous semester, but I quickly found that Photopass in no way coincided with my ultimate goals of working to obtain the ability to train people in their fitness. Though, being in the entertainment department did cross paths with a potential career path that I could come back to as a kinesiology major. Because our job as photographers was so physically demanding, we were required to stretch before our shift as a unified group in the conditioning room. Here could be found Disney’s physical trainers. They happened to be recruited from the hospital that the Disneyland Resort is in cahoots with, St. Judes Children’s Hospital – which is located in Santa Ana.

Though the program and its contents didn’t directly transfer over into my major, I learned a few things that will help in my overall success as a professional in whatever field I choose to pursue here on out. I used to think of myself as a personable person, which I was, but Disney brings out a new type of personable on the work front. When I started working for the Mouse, it was an interesting revelation to realize how much people don’t smile when it’s not done regularly, how much people lean, and turn away from customers, or guests in our case. While I’ve always strived to put on the best show I can in all situations, this made me realize that it is so important to maintain the image of professionalism. At Disney, a guest will call a cast member on their bad attitude, walk through and point out their frown, and wait impatiently if the 10 second window passes and they haven’t been helped.

On top of the way that we act, it is very important to uphold a persona of professionalism from the way we dress to the way we style our hair and put on our makeup. Disney was going for a very wholesome look when the costumes were created, and guidelines were set forth for facial hair, nail color and length, hair style, hygiene regimens, and so forth. While it may seem a plain work environment, and stifling of creative license and individuality, it really does help a business because guests are more likely to approach someone of a wholesome nature with clear skin and kempt hair as opposed to someone with tattoos and piercings all over their body, and bright red hair. And with this, I will remember that in my profession I will need to be welcoming as possible with my attitude, and my appearance, along with making sure that any employees around me and inside my company will uphold the same image so that we have a clear cut message and status.

As far as education goes, I believe that the main focus of this whole program is to give us life experiences that will help our academic choices in the future. I learned a lot of non-academic lessons in the program as well as purely academic information, though not as much as I expected. I am much more energized and pumped about my education goals now that I first-hand experienced the difference between what can happen to me from lack of a good education, and the presence of one. This laborious internship of 8 hours of manual labor per working day made me realize that I need to go to school to avoid having to work on an hourly pay scale that is immensely stressful and physically draining. To me, now, it seems that this pay scale is a scary one to live by. Where my survival would depend on each and every single day, going to work whether it be rain or shine, healthy or sick, kid’s graduation or not.

If anything, this program has strengthened my resolve to return to school, do the best I can, move forward and work towards a future that I can be proud of, not just one I’ve settled for – which unfortunately is the case of some of the cast members and will become the fate of many more. I’ve talked to a few kids who decided to drop out of school and continue working for Disney, and while I don’t want to bash on their dreams, the chance that all of them are going to make it to their prized positions is very small, and the chance that they will be disappointed is very large. Hopefully, some of them come to their senses and seek out a more stable life in the future.

In saying this, I would like to point out that working as a salaried member of the WDC would be a great source of personal success for someone. I was sort of bummed when I learned that there was no possible work for a person of my educational background in Disney aside from dance, but when I found the physical trainer it was a little ray of hope, in case I ever decided to come back and work for the company after schooling. I learned all too well what they were used for when I dislocated my knee cap during a shift at Mickey’s House.  Through the journey of healing and being off of work I realized my new career goal – which is one that hasn’t exactly been created yet.

While I love the study of kinesiology, as far as I know by now, I didn’t think it would be enough to be just a physical therapist, or just a PE teacher. Going through a rehabilitating stage in my life after an injury, and being such an athletic person before was especially trying on my mental health. I started to think about my job prospects during my physical therapy appointments, as it was I was supposed to do once my education was concluded. I decided that I didn’t like the profession itself and did a little soul searching, and after that career liftoff inventory we took in marketing you, I decided that it might be best for me to be a teacher or psychologist.

 Here I got the great idea of combining psychology and physical fitness. To combine the mind and body into one session will be a feat that I will have to master and study to see if it works, but if it does I have managed to eliminate the middle man of having two people, such as a psychologist and a physical trainer help someone. Instead it will be one professional, me at first, and hopefully more to expand the practice that will hopefully be successful someday. I’m so glad that I did this program because of these realizations which may not have occurred had I not been injured at work.

This program was so amazing, and I would recommend it to any student of any major. There is just so much life experience to gain from entering a program such as this. Even if a student didn’t take anything away from the classes, there is no way that they didn’t take anything away from the life lessons that are learned along the journey. As far as having a good time in the program goes, there are a few things that an applying student should keep in mind. This list is based on my personal experiences, and the many grievances I witnessed and heard about collectively throughout the program.

First, Disney housing is an amazing idea. But it is not a good idea for participants to go traipsing in thinking they’re going to rule the complex, throw major parties, and blast loud music all they want. While this is a dorm-esque experience, there are strict, and I emphasize strict guidelines participants have to follow.  Just ask the 60+ students who were kicked out of the housing portion, or even the whole of the program because they violated one or multiple of the highly stressed, but basically simple rules.

Rule number one, no overnight guests are allowed. This was the biggest mood killer for everyone in the program. With the already expensive plane tickets and travel expenses, the program kids were a little put off by the fact that they weren’t able to accommodate family members or close friends with their living spaces, even if all roommates approved. Fortunately for some it was quite easy to harbor a fugitive and hide them from the security guards, though not completely fool-proof. The not so fortunate groups were either caught, or questioned – which in itself is a horrifying process. Students have to sign their souls away when housing meetings are called because the investigators like to play mind games to more accurately assess whether or not they were being lied to, and if anyone was caught lying, it was adios time because of the signed contract of confidence that they violated. My recommendation – DON’T have overnight guests. It doesn’t end well.

Rule number two, there is no underage drinking. It may seem a little redundant to have to remind underage students that they aren’t allowed to drink, but low and behold, it does always become a problem in college settings. Just as there is sneaky activity in dorms, there is sneaky activity among the alcohol-driven in the program. Disney just simply doesn’t stand for it, and they have no leeway when it comes to finding out that a minor has consumed alcohol on their property, as well as in general whilst in the program.

One girl in the program confessed to having been at a party where alcohol was present, hoping that it would get her out of the bind, but even for her honesty she was booted out of housing with one day to find where to live. My recommendation, if a student is under 21 they should just not drink and party with people older than they are unless it is clear that there is no alcohol or any other illegal item. If a student is over 21, they need to make sure that they boot the minors out of their room, because security does walk around, listening, smelling, and seeing, just to make sure nothing wrong is going on behind closed doors.

Other recommendations I have are to have the students remember that this is just an internship, and their return to school should be implied and expected. Leaving school to work an hourly job at Disney is no way to start a life. It could very well be a point that they want to return to after their schooling if they choose, but it should never be their go-to choice. While there is magic in Disney, there isn’t enough to forfeit the bundle of life experience they will have to sacrifice to work in the company they way they need to in order survive.

Things I’d wished I’d prepared for were the drastically different personalities that were coming from all over the nation and from other countries. Though there are opportunities to meet people of different cultural and ethnical background in the college campus, it is assumed that most people in the college program in Anaheim aren’t from California, and aside from a small group, it’s true. Being in the program meant a lot of people had to make culture adjustments as everyone from the people we associated with personally to the people we were forced to know had drastically different backgrounds, mental capacities, speaking capabilities, and life styles. I should have known to be upfront about what bothered me in a roommate, and tried to handle it. So be careful, or the next batch of students will end up with a roommate who likes below zero temperatures and thinks flatulence is the most hilarious concept since Will Ferrell. I think I could’ve benefitted more from this experience had I had a different friend circle than the one I had. The people I hung out with originally were only interested in drinking and partying and going to the beach, and finding someone to make out with. Though I didn’t realize it in the beginning, they weren’t very motivated, and if I’d changed my friend group earlier, I might’ve gotten to experience so much more.

I completely, irrevocably believe that this program is a great opportunity for all students, of all majors. Though it may not be completely on track with a lot of majors, it is a great source to draw experience from and find self realization with. Though it may be a struggle sometimes, and some will want to go home after month three, it is a testament to true will power, and perseverance that a student finishes the program unscathed - and there is no unit of measurement that can account for everything that they will learn.

Thoughts on Housing Before End of Program

Before you read any of this- I fully, and completely endorse the aspect of housing.

Disney Housing – I’ve been talking to past CPs for a while now, and it seems like they had better housing experiences than ours this term. Though I haven’t minded the housing rules that much, I know many people who are severely cheesed by the rules and regulations – so in order for you to survive here, you should know:

Housing is freaking awesome if you want the full program experience. Sure, you can find places that are like 400 dollars a month around fullerton and Anaheim, but is that 100 dollars worth all of the memories you’re going to lose out on? And let me tell you, there’s nothing quite like living with your co-workers, having that strong family feeling coursing through at all times. And of course, there are people that you really want to kill, and make leave – there has to be a crack-pot in every bunch, but the amount of cool people you’ll meet such as neighbors and random people in the halls very much makes up for them. Can’t tell you how many eggs, plates, forks, cookie sheets, and rolls of toilet paper I have borrowed from my friends. When are any of us ever going to live next to all of our close friends at the same time ever again? TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HOUSING IF YOU DON’T LIVE IN THE AREA.

If I wasn’t in housing, I wouldn’t have done the whole program because I wanted the dorm-life experience, since I didn’t get it when I was in San Francisco.

NO GUESTS are allowed to sleep over. I know, I know – it’s like WTF? We pay 537 dollars a month, and our friends can’t sleep over? We’re still not quite sure why it’s so strict, because no one gives us a straight up answer. All I know is there are people who have people LIVING here and never get called in to be questioned. But if others have people come in an hour before they’re supposed to or leave a bit after the 1 0 clock ‘curfew’, then they get called in, the mind games are played, and they have to basically sign their lives away on their statement, so if housing feels that they are lying or discover otherwise they have a hard basis for kicking them out. So – all in all – DON’T HAVE PEOPLE SLEEP OVER – unless you feel like paying two rents during your stay.

Because we sign a contract, saying we have to pay it all – even if we leave.

NO UNDERAGE DRINKING – I swear. At least kids could be smart about it, but no. When the program started, that was a sure fire way to get kicked out. Though it may be a rule that is hard to obey, it did help get the lesser of the Disney College Program kids to get kicked out – you know the ones that have no right to be here. Also, if you’re 21 – KICK THE UNDERAGE OUT OF YOUR ALCOHOL FILLED APARTMENT. The person themselves might be fine, but some people in the program are privy to black-mail, so I’d watch it if I were you.

DON’T GET CAUGHT WITH WEED. As if it wasn’t obvious enough. Housing doesn’t go through your stuff without reason, so don’t give them a reason! I know, I know – KIND OF Legal in California, but people from the East Coast – I don’t think you want to have those kinds of withdrawals when your card doesn’t work in those other states.

That’s it for the rules, and here’s another tid-bit. DON’T EXPECT TO GET YOUR DEPOSIT BACK ( I used to believe this was true, but as long as you don’t totally massacre the place, you’ll be ok!)– I mean really, it’s a bunch of college kids in one place. Something’s bound to get jacked up, not to mention Disney likes money wherevs they can get it. I know the last bit of this seems ominous and disappointing, but it’s really fun in housing. Plus, it’s only 2 miles away from work. Bus takes like 8 min when you catch it, and if you ride a bike, it’s 12-17 min tops – depending on your ride and the lights. Kind of funny that if you drive, it takes FOREVER. Because you have to park in K-lot and take a shuttle to work.

If you’re older than 20 and are irritated easily by younger people – this may not be the place for you. As our leaders said, the classes keep getting younger.

happylittlejournal asked: You should REALLY update this! You write so well and I'm actually thinking of doing the spring program in 2012. I was actually going to do the Fall program now in 2011 but, being from a Latin American country, the process started waaaaay too late and positions had already be filled, so.... I couldn't make it :( is the spring program good? I was actually sad because I was so excited to be for all the Holidays in Disney....but I need some convincing that Spring is as good as Fall!! Update this! Please!

Oh man! I have so many updates - that I haven’t posted. Kind of forgot about tumblr. I’ll do it - just for you! haha. :)

What are we thinking?

We’re free

But held down, all the same.

We save-

Until life gets in the way.

We trust -

But no one will reciprocate.

We are brave -

But not really.

We are adults -

But we won’t answer the phone.

We are fearless -

But we are stunted by adrenaline.

We are losing -

But we are survivors.

I have a new Roommate! Feelings at month 3.

Amber Parker! I love her. I’m on the Amtrak right now, figured I’d update about life. When I get home, I shall find my new roommate. As Emi has been MIA for the past month, I guess we all figured she’s kicked out. I had no idea that Amber was in cahoots with the office to move into my room. It sucks when people can’t live peacefully – a problem I’ve never understood – but perhaps this is my good fortune, to be surrounded by chill people in the first place. Anyways – Ali and I were good roommates to each other, but we never saw eachother as our schedules are totally reversed, so hopefully this Appalachian lady will add a bit of excitement to our lives. :D

My parents just dropped me at the Salinas Amtrak – and I miss them dearly. Have I ever cried due to my departure of loved ones – no, not since my dad drove truck when I was younger. But as I watched them pull away I couldn’t help but let the tears flow a little. I hear its supposed to be healthy to cry. I thought I was over the whole depression stage, but maybe it lingers – or perhaps I was in denial about being ok with being alone. But as I sit here contemplating these tears, overanalyzing more like, I can’t help but assess my goals in life.

And I have come to one conclusion – what’s the use of tears? I will see them again, because if everything goes to plan, we shall be cohorts in my ambitions to hold power, and stability for my family in the future. And in this thought of how my family will work into my plans, I can’t help but analyze the relationships I hold with those from my previous life. No matter how hard I try, I can’t mesh together the life I had in Modesto, and the one I have now. I spent so much of my youth figuring out how to get out, that now that I am, I just have plain apathy for the place. It’s not that I despise it – it’s that  the place lacks the resources I need to grow, the pathways for me to expand as a person are not present in that town – and maybe it’s due to people with such ambition to get out that it is suffering – but some people are meant to fix it. That’s not me – not yet. What can I do being 18 years old? Nothing. My job is to explore enough in my young life to be effective in my adult life.

For now – I will overanalyze, be patient, be impulsive, smart, and dumb – because what success ever came from doing everything right the first time? But who’s to say what’s right and what’s wrong. Exactly.

Meeting Cameron

Hey Cameron - If you’re reading this, I totally love you! :D

I can’t really remember what day this was, but I know it was in the second-ish week. I remember meeting this kid at the Welcome Party - but I hadn’t seen him since. I knew we’d be friends because there was just this friendliness about him that I couldn’t ignore. He just smiles all the time - like the sun. love it.

So I finally met up with him and his friends again, well, more like stumbled upon them at the bus stop. Now, I’ve noticed that I’ve been trying to fill the void that my farawaybestfriend - Briana Zafranovich - has made. And when he started talking to me, I felt it become slightly filled with his kindness, sweetness, and never-ending smile.

We immediately made plans to hang out and went to the California Pizza Kitchen, and Sketchers! haha. And I was so thankful - I might’ve died that day without him. Thanks Cameron, for being so amazing - you can be my love affair any day of the week. :P

Month Number 1 in Review

Here we are – one month into the program. No one can believe it’s been a month already. It seems like we’ve just started to become used to a routine that’s been going on for about 3 weeks. We’re still sniffing out all of the good restaurants around – still making friends, in hopes that maybe our groups will solidify. The dynamics of friendship are changing from acquaintances to actual companionship, and this is something I enjoy. While I take pride in knowing a lot of people – I had a conversation with Thomas about this, and I think he believes that I just like to fly from friendship to friendship to see how many people I can meet – but indeed, I do enjoy taking the time to stop and smell the roses, or in other words, develop relationships with those I see fit. I went to dinner with a girl named India today – and watched the worst movie I’ve ever seen – Gnomeo and Juliet. It’s time for studios to stop depending on the cuteness of their animations and put some stalk into their story. Also – if it’s a movie mirroring a tragedy, let it end tragically.

But Disney is – for lack of a more accurate description – Magical. :D I can only imagine the heartache I will feel the day we move out.

I just surprised Thomas. I decided to act like a good girlfriend and go to Modesto for Valentines day. It was a success, I believe. He was so excited, and to my good fortune his mom kept it a secret. Haha. I missed him a lot. I also saw my best friend – when I talked to her, I felt whole again. Briana Zafranovich is one that won’t escape my life in any easy fashion. Haha. When we come together – it’s just magical. ;) I can’t wait to see her when she comes down for her birthday. On another social note – I saw Wilson yesterday. What a bittersweet moment takes place when we see each other. Other meetings were sort of nonchalant because obviously it wasn’t the last time we’d see each other. But now – this time was different. A lot of things can happen in two years – as I’ve stayed in connection with a few other people over these long 6 years since Jr. High – I believe that we will never lose touch, and I give my best wishes to one of my life friends.

I got back from the airport last night – Matt picked me up. Love that guy. And now – I’m writing, alone in my apartment, about to get my Scrubs on because my shift was cancelled due to rain.

…oh wait – just kidding. Chiara, Natalie, and Amber are abducting me. These girls, I love them.

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them.

For courage where I looked

Underneath my drooping feet

For life where I searched

Along an ice cold beach

To pain I looked away

And from joy I did take

From what could stab my side

Could also make me break

Away from mondaniety

And diving through my fears

Because the dreams I dream

I dream without my ears

I sleep without my eyes

And think without my mind

I wish without the boundaries

Of unforgiving time

And if my eyes should open

While I’m in this fearless dream

Then my heart split open

And my tears turn to green

For when my dreams stop playing

In this wandering head of mine

Is when my heart stops beating

Stops standing the test of time

I am just so inspired every time I read this quote by Walt Disney. I know, people think Disney employees are brainwashed, but this man really was magical. I’ve come here to create myself, to try something new, to break away from the mold which I’ve never really conformed to entirely anyways. Now, I’m not saying, I’m here to be a rebel. I’m just here to find my place. When I heard about the program, I knew I had to do it.

Have you ever had the feeling like your heart is going to pound out of your chest, and simultaneously your stomach churned? Well, that’s how I felt when I figured out I could do this. I loved San Francisco, what a vibrant city, but this - this was a chance of a lifetime.

Some people tell me I’m on vacation. They may be true. If you would’ve told me right when I started college that I’d have lived in two major cities within a year of graduating highschool, worked for one of the biggest companies in the world, gotten good pay, school credit, discounts everywhere, and free entrance into Disneyland, CDA, and other parks before the age of 19 - I would’ve told you “nah”.

But this is also, much, much more than that. It’s a test of my strength as an individual. I’ve always prided myself in being so close to my family, and having good relationships with people - which thankfully, I know wonderful people - but I needed to know if I could survive on my own. Without the fallback of going back to my hometown every weekend.

So, this is me, just saying - I will never regret this decision. Even if that means I have an extra semester of college. You’re only young once - so you can decide whether to keep riding life like a tram, or choose to hop on a rollercoaster.


Do something that makes your heart flutter.

First Week

So, I met a few people – actually, more people in the last week than I did all semester at San Francisco State. I totally enjoy it. It has come to my attention that I mayhaps have overextended my social boundaries – but is there such a thing? I believe not, no. Now it’s just the art of choosing who’s to be your life mates and who’re to be your 7 month acquaintances. As a shrewd observer of the human form, and an advocate for giving everyone their fair shake, I am in no position to judge who is to stay in my life for the next seven months based off of a week. Although, I’ve noticed adverse interactions with people my age – why?… I’m not really sure, but hasn’t it always been this way.

Even so, I shall strive to make peace with everyone, as I always have. This past Tuesday we were at the Downtown Grill – me, getting my 18 year old soda on, and the others, drinking as they rightfully can. I met Josh (He gave me the soda) and he was super chill. And I met Joe – he was one of my salsa partners, and is one cool cat who had the moves…just about as much as I did. Haha.

We didn’t really do much else, aside from socializing and heading off to Traditions and Welcome To. There were a lot of redundant moments – but I guess it’s appropriate for a company that focuses so much on being perfect with guest solutions and cast member safety. I really enjoy this. I believe that this may be a foreboding of the bright future we will all have at Disney.

On a note of more negative connotation – I met someone on the elevator that LOATHES their job. This makes me scared.

Move in Day - January 16th, 2011

Day number one:

Here I am. Sitting in my apartment, alone because I forgot all of the apartment numbers that everyone I met told me. My roommate went to get a tattoo, and I went to say hi to my neighbors. Let me tell you, I may seem outgoing when I’m comfortable with people, but it takes a lot of effort to unlock that deadbolt and knock on someone’s door. Those religious people have it down. I met Andrew and Brian, who were pretty cool. They’re older than me, but then again, everyone is older than me. They were my first real contact with this whole Disney thing, other than my roommate and me going to find food before she left to go get her tattoo.

I miss my family already. I hope Haydn doesn’t grow too much, he’s my baby. And I hope my mom survives with the boys and my granparents. Ah. I’m going to miss tehm so much. They drove me down here, which I was very glad for. I mightve had a nervous breakdown on a 7 hour amtrak ride! I hope SoCal is everything I hoped it would be. My apartment is really nice, though I wish I had more roommates. I forsee not seeing this first one too much. I really look forward to Ali coming on over. She lives roughly as far as I did, and she likes to exercise. I believe we will get along well.

- Things to remember:
Dishsoap, Trashbags, groceries, sandwich baggies, renters insurance, bank info, skates or bike - this will probably be updated as the day goes on.

OH! THERES A SECOND PART!

In my boredom, I went to look for the exercise room, and happened upon some very nice gentlemen that introduced themselves as shawn and Pierre. Right off the bat they invited me to Downtown Disney with a few people! I was so stoked, and also a bit taken back by their openness and kindness. I’ll never forget it.

Without them, I might not have met the people, i know.

I met Amber, Chiara, and Tim - who goes to sac state. We had such a great time at Downtown disney, and topped it off with a trip to iHop. Great night to a boring day. <3

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

It is honestly going to Disneyland in my footy pajamas with my brother teddy. :D